current weight: “wouldn’t hurt if you didnt eat today”
I was literally watching “extreme weightloss” and I started randomly crying
And I was like … damn do I want to lose weight that badly ???
And the answer is yes,
you don’t see my sadness because my fake smile hides it. You don’t see my scars because my shirt hides them. You don’t see my tears because I finished them. You don’t see how much it hurts because I can hide it.
ED: i swear to satan please focus, look there is the coke light section over there and- hEy
Me: aLcOhOl
ED: TOO MANY CALORIES BITCH DONT LOOK AT IT
Me:
All I have to do is stay strong for 2 months.
2 months
8 weeks
60 days
That’s all I need to be where I want.
me: I can eat this chocolate, it won’t kill me
family member: o h mY gO D?? are YOU eating FOOD?? in THIS household?? all yYOU ever do is EAT!! you’re gonna gain wEiGhT!!!!!!!!!
me: haha yeah :)
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